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Just helped out in two very wonderful weddings this jan. Experienced quite a lot this month on LOVE. Liked the part where the priest was saying the change from "have to" to "love to" part at garry’s church wedding. Enjoyed the parts where both Chris and Garry had to find ways to enter the bride’s home by showing how much they love their wives. Had a vision of a beautiful church wedding too. Was chatting on the two bridesmaids and sisters’ portion with the guys as I’m the few single guys in the group. Like I told some of them over the table last nite,I’m those who will only approach a gal when I feel there’s something special about her. So, I only approached Tabi’s bridesmaid among the big pool of sisters. It’s funny how our genes are attracted to certain people in life and she was the only one among so many pretty ladies.Well, I guess it was through fate that we became frs. I didn’t manage to start one love relationship in my life so far, but I had learned to give unconditionally to the special "suns" in my life. Always giving gifts to them on and off.So,She did received a bunch of lovely pink roses from me and it so happened that she’s a pink color fantantic too. Glad it brighten up her that time and she’s currently happily in love with her present bf. I always believe it doesn’t matter if the "suns"  aren’t with me, as sometimes the ideal person they are hoping to be with maybe someone else. It’s not easy to get together and make a relationship work. It takes two hands to clap. Both must click as like the feelings of love from both sides must be mutal. Thus, while I hope to find true love one day, hope all those presently in love to be happily in love and hope to go to your wedding dinner soon.

Cheers,

HM

Just feel like writing to steady my feelings for today.  I’m was feeling quite upset over my men’s plight yesterday for working till 10+ while I was away. I was wondering today what kind of leader would leave his men to fend for themselves in the rain,man. Damn upset I wasn’t there for them. Shitty me. I do feel drained today after trying to upkeep a positive mood for the past one week. Apparently, the kid in me is asking me why I studying so late,why I trying to work myself to fatigueness, why I trying to be a good friend, good bro ,good son and good leader. The arrows at work are all over my back now and the future do looks overwhelming. The more I was hoping things loosen up a bit, the more things are piling onto me. What the F***? Just let things go and be super "bo chap" guy lah…eat,sleep,eat,sleep..No worries, no care(sounds like a pig)..haha..never thot these feelings are coming again…sigh..maybe disappear into thin air one day..mia for a few months would be good..may the storm clear up soon and I stop being the "Forest Ming" soon.

Signing off,

A very tired orangutan